I work with female models in staged settings, to create a world without any logical flow or narrative.
I often have crazy dreams. Sometimes I try to write them down when I wake up. Although the memory is still more or less vivid, I soon realise that it is not possible to put it into words. Once it is transformed into texts, it becomes something else, something similar, but too concrete.
What I do with my photographic images is to create a world that cannot to be translated into words.
They are not "dream images". I am not inspired by my dreams themselves, but only by the impossibility of describing them.
During my twenty-year career, 2 photobooks have been published: NOISE (2008) and HESTER (2021).
The works included in these publications are not from 2 separate series. They are a continuation in which you can find my evolution, transformation and also what is consistent.
I keep working on the same line, in anticipation of what is still to come.
Although I do not start from certain concepts, I make an analysis from what I have made: what drives me to create these works, what has been accumulated inside me to keep giving birth to this kind of images?
As I said, there is something consistent throughout the years.
It is mainly an underlying anger.
Where does it come from? What is my identity?
Where I come from is not a big deal but living my life and seeing the world as a minority (as a foreigner and to some extent, as an artist and woman) has had a great impact.
It makes me smile to realise that, in recent years, I have become what others sometimes describe as "a nice person".
Although anger is strongly present, I believe that it is digested in my body and transformed into my creations.
Occasionally I still feel the urge to shout out what I am, in the face of misunderstanding or prejudice, but just like (my) dreams, it can never be put into words exactly.
I don't give explanations, words or stories.
My work is a silent scream to the world.